dragged on.. i paid crystal 10 bux to wash my car. she did a terrible job. i’ve been feeling great and… i dunno, confident, and i think it’s a direct result of the email bobbi sent last night/this morning:
“Your freindship means the world to me. Your a good person Jr, and your a ton smarter […]

at the prompting of floris i guess i should post a little update.

CJ was in a car wreck - totalled his parent’s new yorker. he was gonna just leave the car and “go play some garou” but the cops showed up. now whenever we are gonna do something i have to drive all the way […]

floris is back from his trip to italy, and he’s returned bearing gifts:
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what more can i say?

hey floris, here’s something funny i just found out.. the same guy who did that ls theme “codename: fruitbasket” also did one named….
sheep
hahahaha

Catch a lonely sheep and put it in your bedroom, never let it get a way…
Catch a lonely sheep and put it in your bedroom save him for a rainy day…
For love may come and taps you on the shoulder, some starless night,and just incase you feel you can’t get her, you’ll have a bedroom […]

floris is right. this site is basically the only time the 3 or 4 of us ever talk anymore. so i’m-a gonna leave dis here thang up hoss.

awwwwwwwww. oh well we had a good run. as soon as i can come up with a good image to put here, it’s bye bye birdie. i’m thinking i may whip up something to allow comments tho.

There’s a man who leads a life of danger
To every one he meets he stays a stranger
With every move he makes another chance he takes
The odds are he won’t live to see tomorrow
Secret agent man
Secret agent man
He’s giving you a number and taking away your name
Beware of pretty faces that you find
A pretty face can […]

it’s been days, or maybe weeks, since i’ve spoken to cj joanna floris mom dad sister brother aunt uncle cousin nephew neice. i feel truly alone in the world and it’s of my own doing. alas i cannot bear to speak to any of them, becuz they don’t say the things i want to hear […]

very funny.. kudos to those responsible
FriendaCJ: you suck
FriendaCJ: haha floris’ coming back
FriendaCJ: and you can see him
FriendaCJ: when hell freezes over
DivaGaI25: when is floris coming back
FriendaCJ: nonyah
DivaGaI25: what the hell when tell me
FriendaCJ: why should i?
DivaGaI25: cause i want to know
FriendaCJ: You’d like another guy you need info about?
DivaGaI25: when is he coming home […]

i feel like i could do anything. i feel like i’m not below average, not an invalid. i feel like i have a long happy life ahead of me and i want to enjoy it. i’m not sure how much longer this feeling will last but it’s coming at a VERY good time. lots of […]

you gotta check this out:
I’m a Cow

since people have lost interest, or have been tricked, i feel safe in posting more relevant topics.

for the next month (possibly shorter) i will not go out anywhere aside from work and lunch, and of course this weekend with bobbi.
also, i am not going to be talking to anyone on the phone or online. i’ll […]

what’s with all the coincedences lately?

bobbi gets a flat tire the same day i do.
bobbi also tells me she used to sign her emails “kevin arnold”
kelly says she had a dream about being in a car with me and floris, and she got out and was watching as we craashed it. anyone who needs to […]

well lookie here!! a plethora of floris joking material!!!
Sheep.
SHEEP!
SHEEEEP!
SHEEEEEEEP!
Sorry floball

i fucked up again. last night’s email were a huge mistake. i am so sick of causing everyone else problems i am past any chance of reconciliation. why put up with me? i am a downer, and high maintenance lately. i’m through. i’m going to remove myself from all human contact, for the sake of […]

was watchin some mother’s day saturday night live special, and they had this thing where a bunch of dead rock stars formed a band in heaven, and buddy holly was there, anyway they were saying it was said that he had gotten reincarnated (like they would do now if he had died) and he had […]

i had to delete a chat floris posted, by request, more or less just to keep the level of shit down. in retrospect it probably will not make much difference, but regardless, i made the effort.
on an unrelated note, i am so filled with rage right now i think i chipped a tooth. i am […]

since people (read: my family) seem to have stopped reading the site, i guess i can start posting more personal things again.
my bouts of depression are occuring at a much more rapid pace, but they don’t seem to last as long. i used to feel down a few days at a time maybe once or […]

well.. the friendship with cj and subsequently with floris and joanna is over. without going into too much detail, cj is mistakingly under the impression that i have been telling joanna word for word all his deep dark secrets. he says i stabbed him in the back blah blah blah. which is absurd, since he […]