has been a long day. work dragged on and on, i had lunch with cj, and the tick premiered. it was pretty funny but the “action” was pretty shitty. good thing it’s a comedy. the package i sent to bobbi got there yesterday, she was very thankful and even said she was impressed with my […]

some of you have been getting emails from me lately. like tonight. read them carefully.

i had to delete a chat floris posted, by request, more or less just to keep the level of shit down. in retrospect it probably will not make much difference, but regardless, i made the effort.
on an unrelated note, i am so filled with rage right now i think i chipped a tooth. i am […]

since people (read: my family) seem to have stopped reading the site, i guess i can start posting more personal things again.
my bouts of depression are occuring at a much more rapid pace, but they don’t seem to last as long. i used to feel down a few days at a time maybe once or […]

had this dream back in october.. prolly one of the most disturbing i’ve ever had:
“me cj and joanna were out and i was hungry so i went to subway but the subway place was my godmother’s house except work had been done to it, the backyard was gone and so was the kitchen and back […]

well let’s see… over the past week or two, a lot of stuff has happened… christine was out all last week for surgery/recovery, so i was sorta running the library, that by itself was crazy but i also had this offer from john on my mind.. i want to take it, but i am also […]