Bart lies unhappily in bed. “How can I get her to notice me?” Laura opens Bart’s bedroom window. “Meet me at the treehouse, Bart. And come alone.” She vanishes. Bart swallows hard.
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Bart paces nervousely in the treehouse, then turns around to see Laura in a heart-stopping red dress. She explains, […]

bobbi has a boyfriend..

out of boredom i have posted all of my chats with bobbi here. read and be merry.
on an unrelated note i have not left the hosue all day or spoken to another living person except for at 7:19 PM when i went to get food and the woman across the hall tried to make small […]

i feel like utter shit. i am not going to be talking to much of anyone for a while. i sincerely tried to resist this slump but people are assholes and i just want to die. i am hollow. i have nothing left. my heart is a billion miles away. i have nothing left to […]

my time with bobbi has ended. at least it ended on a good note tho.. sunday night was the last day i saw her. we saw AI, and went for a walk. it was really nice we got along very well. i wish it never would have ended but she was tired and had lots […]

since i have been sick all day, i spent some time cleaning up my mp3s and also copying over some Cds i got from a guy. the end result is here: mp3 playlist

went a little too far with the <bleep>…

1:00 AM. my head is filled with thoughts of love and happiness and how they’ve eluded me this final time as i drive home from seeing bobbi. i think about the past month, the past 6 months, and everything that has happened. the trip to holland. rediscovering bobbi and feelings thought to be lost long […]

are bleak today. i realize bobbi has no feelings whatsoever for me and never will. i should have realized this long ago since she more or less told me that. but i held out hope, and even entertained the thought that something might happen, becuz on the nights we went out, becuz i was so […]

i feel like i could do anything. i feel like i’m not below average, not an invalid. i feel like i have a long happy life ahead of me and i want to enjoy it. i’m not sure how much longer this feeling will last but it’s coming at a VERY good time. lots of […]

oh.. my.. GOD that movie was sweet. better than sweet. i think it may have knocked american psycho from it’s throne. or at least made him scoot over to make room. this was the coolest movie. thank you CJ for noticing it. glad to see you not having a job has at least amounted to […]

i wanted to call bobbi tonight, but cj was here til like 9:45 and my mom wouldn’t get off the fucking phone.i spent that time in agony thinking about how great i felt when i was with her thursday, how bad i felt when she left us friday, and how i wished i could just […]

since people have lost interest, or have been tricked, i feel safe in posting more relevant topics.

for the next month (possibly shorter) i will not go out anywhere aside from work and lunch, and of course this weekend with bobbi.
also, i am not going to be talking to anyone on the phone or online. i’ll […]

what’s with all the coincedences lately?

bobbi gets a flat tire the same day i do.
bobbi also tells me she used to sign her emails “kevin arnold”
kelly says she had a dream about being in a car with me and floris, and she got out and was watching as we craashed it. anyone who needs to […]

i like it. but my lip is busted, i got hit in the face by a couch. work is going ok, bobbi’s computer is broken.
i have a couch and chair now. eventually i will have to leave. i stapled myself in the finger. work is… different. i don’t know how to deal with this freedom. […]

the new job is going ok.. i’m having trouble adjusting, since it takes me so long to get used to a new environment. and i think i’m going to have problems, since i am not too great at you know.. talking. heh. but oh well, i’ll get over it.
bobbi, for some reason, seems to have […]

myra is getting on my nerves like crazy… she’s so slow in the head it’s not even funny, but aside from that, she has to ask me “who was that?” every time the phone rings, or “what’s that?” for pretty much everything else that happens. it’s enfuriating. i hit her in the face with a […]

well let’s see… over the past week or two, a lot of stuff has happened… christine was out all last week for surgery/recovery, so i was sorta running the library, that by itself was crazy but i also had this offer from john on my mind.. i want to take it, but i am also […]

it’s been a while since i posted. not much is going on, i might be changing jobs soon.. it’s stressing me out… bobbi is leaving for california this weekend, so i may not be able to talk to her for a while.. that sux.. cj and joanna are (maybe were) having troubles… mom is cheating […]

well, let’s see.. not too much going on… joanna’s house is haunted. at work, they want to get our PO submitting system online, which means i will have a shitload of work to do for the next few months. on a lighter note, they bought a sweet mac cube, and are looking to get rid […]