You could take my hand, and I could take the lead.
Christmas is coming. In these few days leading up to that disgraced holiday, I am beset by memories that once warmed my heart, but now fill me with sorrow and anger:
Grandma getting flustered by all the activity. Grandma crying because everyone chipped in and gave […]

Things that I think about on a daily basis:
stabbing myself in the stomach repeatedly. our lord and savior, the dear sweet baby jesus christ (since my alarm is set to an evangelical radio station). the lack of decoration in my home. i should buy new socks. i should finish reading [whatever book]. i’m fat. i […]

People just take, and take, and take. I have filled my life — no, I’ve let my life be filled with people who only think about themselves.
The only things worth thinking about are the things that affect you.
The only things worth doing are the things that benefit you.
The only things worth saying are the […]

My brain is heavy and lazing about in a dense fog. I feel like I’m getting sick. Last night, I woke up many, many times. I tossed and turned, I kicked my pillows to the four corners of the earth, I tied my comforter around myself in a double overhand knot.
I woke up at 7:02am. […]

I just had a very disturbing dream. Woke up shaking yet again.
I went to a 7-11 to buy a soda. The woman at the counter was very kind and warm. She noticed that the soda was overpriced and apparently had to go through some lengthy process to find and correct the amount she charged me. […]