I’m so fucking tired. I’m past the “I need a nap” phase and hurtling head-long into zombie-like shuffling and grunting requests for brains. I’ve been afraid to drive to work at times, thinking I might fall asleep at the wheel.

The thing I can’t figure out is why, after the cherished few times I’ve managed to sleep 10 hours or so, I still wake up feeling like I haven’t slept a wink. I’m aware that I wake up several times during the night, due to bad dreams and stomach pains, but it’s never affected me this much before.

Not that it would make much difference. On average I fall asleep around 3:30 and wake up between 6 or 7 with stomach pains. If I fall back asleep, it’s usually a half hour later, and very shortly after that the alarm goes off, and I sleep in 9 minute increments for god knows how long.

I’m just… so tired.