Archive for July, 2006
- Do you know what’s on my mind?
Attention friends and family:
posted on 7/28/2006 at 12:52pm
My birthday is in a month. Normally, when someone asks what I want for my birthday, I say nothing. That’s not posturing, I really don’t want any gifts. I prefer to go to dinner with my family or something. The time is much mor valuable than the pair of boxers you give […] - I’m new and improved, with even less to lose.
The issues with the specific machine this site is hosted on have still not been resolved, so I’m supposedly getting moved to another, functional server. Goodbye, twizzler. You were good to me for a time. I feel like I hardly got to know ye.
posted on 7/26/2006 at 9:14pm
Anyway, I had a weird couple of days. I was attacked on […] - It’s those good ol’ fashioned American mechanics.
I despise cars. Well, I should rephrase that, because it’s not the car I hate, it’s having to own one.
posted on 7/25/2006 at 8:48am
I despise having to own a car. It’s a money pit.
3 weeks or so ago, my car’s door handle broke. I have to roll down the window and open it from the outside.
2 weeks ago, it […] - Are we getting any closer to the end of the list?
You might have noticed that the site was down quite a bit last week. My host had multiple, cascading hardware failures starting last weekend. It seems like it’s finally resolved for the most part. I was one of the lucky few to have problems ALL FUCKING WEEK.
posted on 7/22/2006 at 10:16pm
So, anyway, let’s catch up.
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Uhhh… I don’t really know […] - I don’t take requests.
Things are out of control. It seems like, for me, that’s the norm, rather than the exception.
posted on 7/18/2006 at 5:50am
I need to stop aquiescing to everyone else’s demands. I need to stop putting everyone else before myself. My life is not my own; I seem to exist to satisfy the whimsy of others.
Every day I do things that […] - It waits for the midnight hour to come // To torture me for the wrong I’ve done
I don’t really have anything to say, I just thought typing some things here might help settle my mind and let the dreams come.
posted on 7/11/2006 at 3:27am
Speaking of dreams, in an effort to control, or at the very least, guide the content of my nightmares, I’ve tuned my alarm clock to an ultra-religious AM radio station. This does […] - I’m also the sunlight that shines shortly after
At first mention I assumed it was whimsy; off-hand comment; conjecture; thinking out-loud; positing; existing purely in the realm of theory and postulation.
posted on 7/5/2006 at 4:12pm
It has been confirmed.
It can’t happen.
IT CAN’T HAPPEN!
Fuck. - I hope your lies can keep you warm.
I’m so fucking tired. I’m past the “I need a nap” phase and hurtling head-long into zombie-like shuffling and grunting requests for brains. I’ve been afraid to drive to work at times, thinking I might fall asleep at the wheel.
posted on 7/3/2006 at 2:12pm
The thing I can’t figure out is why, after the cherished few times I’ve managed to […]