Archive for April, 2006
- When there are no more words…
My language is dead. I have nothing left to say worth saying and no energy or means to say it. Every single post I have made in the past 8 months has been inadequate, almost incoherent, off-point, and often fraudulent. They do not say what I want them to say, because my brain is muddled, […]
posted on 4/27/2006 at 9:16am - I never held a funeral for that big part of me that died.
I’m not sure what I’m doing. Spilling my blood here is frustrating these days. As I type these entries, a very loud “Blah blah blah” echoes in my head. Some part of me knows these things don’t really serve a purpose anymore… The end result is always jumbled and barely coherent.
posted on 4/22/2006 at 10:55pm
I… am tired of certain […] - And poets who think they’re somehow significant…
This is gold.
posted on 4/19/2006 at 5:34pm - It’s better to just keep to myself.
So, what’s been going on with me lately?
posted on 4/16/2006 at 2:54pm
My last real post wasn’t really very substantive. I’ve been working a lot lately.. My schedule, most of the time, is 9 to 8ish. It’s partly because I have a ton to do, partly because I don’t really have much of a social life anymore, partly because throwing […] - I can’t remember if it’s a dream once I awake and I walk.
Hahahahah. Ha.
posted on 4/14/2006 at 11:57am
So, on the intarweb today, people are talking about Kevin Federline’s new song and how shitty it is. Naturally, I had to listen.
It is shitty, but it’s also noteworthy, because my heretofore unannounced frienship with this guy is finally revealed. If you don’t believe me, listen and be amazed. - She wants to dance to my pulse, but I’ve got heart murmurs.
So true.
posted on 4/2/2006 at 11:48pm
I don’t really have much to say. Sleep, or I guess I should say rest, continues to elude me. I’ve been extremely moody and irritable as a result. I don’t want to be around or deal with people.
I have no creative outlets.
I’m currently reading…
Agile Web Development With Rails
Beyond Good and Evil
The Conscious Mind
The Tao […]