• When there are no more words…

    My language is dead. I have nothing left to say worth saying and no energy or means to say it. Every single post I have made in the past 8 months has been inadequate, almost incoherent, off-point, and often fraudulent. They do not say what I want them to say, because my brain is muddled, […]

  • I never held a funeral for that big part of me that died.

    I’m not sure what I’m doing. Spilling my blood here is frustrating these days. As I type these entries, a very loud “Blah blah blah” echoes in my head. Some part of me knows these things don’t really serve a purpose anymore… The end result is always jumbled and barely coherent.
    I… am tired of certain […]

  • And poets who think they’re somehow significant…

    This is gold.

  • It’s better to just keep to myself.

    So, what’s been going on with me lately?
    My last real post wasn’t really very substantive. I’ve been working a lot lately.. My schedule, most of the time, is 9 to 8ish. It’s partly because I have a ton to do, partly because I don’t really have much of a social life anymore, partly because throwing […]

  • I can’t remember if it’s a dream once I awake and I walk.

    Hahahahah. Ha.
    So, on the intarweb today, people are talking about Kevin Federline’s new song and how shitty it is. Naturally, I had to listen.
    It is shitty, but it’s also noteworthy, because my heretofore unannounced frienship with this guy is finally revealed. If you don’t believe me, listen and be amazed.

  • She wants to dance to my pulse, but I’ve got heart murmurs.

    So true.
    I don’t really have much to say. Sleep, or I guess I should say rest, continues to elude me. I’ve been extremely moody and irritable as a result. I don’t want to be around or deal with people.
    I have no creative outlets.
    I’m currently reading…
    Agile Web Development With Rails
    Beyond Good and Evil
    The Conscious Mind
    The Tao […]

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