Why am I awake? I haven’t been able to sleep for shit for the past… 4 days? 5? I’m not even sure. I think I like it that way, though. Life is easier to play when it seems like a dream.
I have yet to begin my self-hypnosis regimen. I have, however, forgotten to take my […]

After much procrastination and laziness, I finally put up all the drawings I have in a gallery. I’m still tweaking it, but it’s browsable.
If this is something that interests you, have a look.

Thanksgiving was a success.
Granted, it felt a little off. The absence of certain people was noticable, at least for me. But the subject wasn’t broached and the day was enjoyable. The food was delicious. I was a bit unprepared for actually entertaining people, and I didn’t really have anything to do, preparation-wise, except clean. Everyone […]

That was definitely an interesting experience.
A lot of myths and misconceptions about hypnotism were dispelled for me today. It’s funny, really; every person I talked to about this responded almost exactly the same way: “I hope you don’t end up clicking like a chicken every time the phone rings.”
The entire time I was laying there, […]

…because a dream is what you want to do
but still haven’t pursued.
I knew what I wanted,
and did it till it was done.
So I’ve been the dream that I wanted to be
since day one.
My hypnotist visit went well.
He’s a very personable Italian guy, complete with accent and amusing speech patterns. It was more of an evaluation […]

In an hour, CJ will be gone.
We both made choices and we have to live with the consequences of those choices. I’m not so arrogant as to think that either of us, as we are now, are portraits of our future selves. I’ve been friends with him for close to 10 years. He’s been there […]

I made an appointment with a clinical hypnotist today. It should be interesting. It’s an odd coincedence that right after seeing that hypnotist’s comedy show, I would see that my therapist’s office recently took on a hypnotist. We’ll see how it goes.
Other than that, I have nothing to report. Days are ambiguous. I’ve suffered some […]

Life’s been pleasantly dull lately. Then, all at once, it shifts.
The day before yesterday, after considerable discussion with Joanna on the subject, I decided to contact CJ. Nothing’s come of it yet, but hopefully we’ll all get to hang out before he leaves. A little taste of the old life, for posterity’s sake, I think.
And […]

I’ve put the old site up, but severely crippled. It’s basically going to be there for archival purposes only. It contains something like 4 or 5 years worth of stuff, so I couldn’t just trash it.
You’ll be able to log in if you had an account. Comments, blurbs, and adding, editing or deleting entries has […]

This man:

Master of comedy. Hands down.
I wasn’t expecting much. His website gives a… certain impression. The berets, the mullets, the serious poses.. Plus, they were free tickets, he has a weird name, and he seems to exclusively tour the Funny Bone franchise.
But jesus christ was I surprised.
He said it was one of the best shows […]

I don’t really have much to say. I just don’t want that depressing entry to be the last word.
Zoloft is evening me out again. Side effects are still there, sort of, but I’m dealing with it. I feel better.
The sleeplessness reminds me of the time right after Jen and I broke up. I’d gotten used […]