You all knew this would happen.
I never take it down permanently.
Anyway, I have plans for improvements, mainly to the users section of the site. I want to support some more of the standard profile/log in systems out there, hence the links in the previous section.
Anyway, since we have a long weekend coming up, I’m going […]

http://rdfweb.org/
http://www.foaf-project.org/
http://www.danga.com/openid/
http://lid.netmesh.org/docs/

I had a dream last night that had me absolutely terrified.
It took place in my house. It’s kind of jumbled now.. I had apparently been making fun of god and jesus and satan with someone, and when I went home, none of the lights in my house would turn on. There was electricity, because my […]

So, the supposed last trailer for War of the Worlds came out today. There’s a scene that was filmed the same time we were doing something else, and they had us kind of stand around there while they filmed this one, so I THINK it’s us. But I can’t tell, obviously, because the trailer is […]

More and more, returning to my recluse ways. Recent events show that people can’t be trusted. I knew that once, but my brain has significantly dulled since grade school.
I read other people’s journals and wIsh that I was half as intelligent as they are. My brain is slow, though, and no great wonder lies within. […]

CJ and I talked Saturday. We’re cool now, and a lot of issues other than the money were brought up.
Apparently everyone else hates me. They think I’m a dick because I haven’t been hanging out with them lately.
This is partly my fault and partly a misunderstanding on their part.
A lot of shit has been going […]

Life is funny somtimes.
Since my falling out with CJ, Jamie has practically becomes best friends with him.
I’m trying not to bothered by this. I just can’t figure out how she can still hang out with him after all the things she’s said to me, with regard to the recent argument we’ve had. I guess, though, […]

My faith in people is all but gone.
I seriously wonder if any of this is even real lately.

The controversy over what I write here lately has been a mystery to me.
Listen, I’ve been doing the exact same thing in this exact place for 5 and a half years now. The purpose of this site is to recieve and store my negative emotions. I know some people have tried to turn it into […]

My stomach hurts. I made the mistake of drinking coffee tonight. Going from zero caffeine to ultra-super coffee mode in the same day will rend your digestive system in twain.
I saw Crash this weekend. It was good, if a bit preachy and pretentious. The writing and acting was both pretty good, considering that there were […]

The site is basically stripped to nothing.
For the time being, it will stay that way. Jamie and I have argued to no end over this thing lately.. She doesn’t like being exposed to judgement and ridicule, but doesn’t see that the ability to defend herself exists here.. She understands why I need this. But now […]

“Studied my mother, I digested her pain
And I vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same”
I did that, too. But I realized today, on the drive home, because that’s the only time I have to think anymore, that I had failed to follow through.
My mom told me more than once when […]