The site was “suspended” last night because I forgot to update my contact and billing info when I lost my wallet last month. After much effort to prove I am who I say I am, I was able to get it restored.
Let me know if anything is screwing up.

Me (10:40:12 AM): so my roommate said something alarming to me last night
Me (10:40:41 AM): i was about to do laundry, and i asked him to open the cap to the laundry detergent since my hand was all fucked up
Me (10:40:43 AM): so he did
Me (10:40:52 AM): and i said “you’re a gentleman and a […]

Some of you may have noticed that you couldn’t log in or out for the past couple of days. Let this serve as a reminder that you should never drop fields from a table without making absolutely sure that all references to it have been removed or changed.

The reinstitution of AA Thursday was successful. I believe Floris understands exactly what it is now. It was full of alcohol and drama.
I hurt my hand pretty badly…. again. I felt utterly useless and worthless, and extremely sad. Part of me wishes you hadn’t told me that.
I spent too much money.
Tomorrow I’m going to drive […]

I have a story to tell.
Friday - Floris’s Return
We were set to pick up Floris from… where ever this cheap bus dropped him off, at 1 AM. Kelly and Jady mentioned Thursday night that they wanted to go drinking Friday, since it was her birthday. So CJ came over and reminded me of this, but […]

I was just going over my server statistics, and I noticed a lot of silly shit in the top search strings that have brought people here. Here’s a list of the past couple years. Some of these things are hilarious.

200407

#
Hits
Hit %
Search string

1
5
6.33%
broodwich

2
4
5.06%
donnie darko

3
4
5.06%
m.c. pee pants

4
4 […]

Oh, my beautiful face!

I would just like to inform everyone that my mood has turned. Hooray for uplifting and doubt-removing emails.
Second, I just bought the most amazing burritos known to man. I went to Taco Bell in Portsmouth and ordered 2 beef combo burritos. Standard stuff, really. They claim to be half a pound, but in reality, they’re […]

what the fuck is going on. really. everything seems like a dream lately. a bad dream. it’s not even that anything bad has happened. if anything, it’s been pretty level. it just all seems so… familiar. like dreaming about something that happened to you recently, except the dream is slightly off. driving, living, being, none […]

janet died. i’m not sure exactly how she was related to me.. she was my cousin’s mom. i hadn’t seen her in a long time, but used to hang out at her house a lot when i was younger. she died thursday. the funeral is today. i would’ve gone, but i’m just finding all this […]

my weekend excursion was good. lots of stuff wasn’t good, but the important things were. i’m glad i went.
listen to this bullshit, though. i’ve been really pushing my luck with all things car related lately - windshield damage, broken taillight, inspection 4 months overdue, and i finally got an oil change after waiting something like […]

Plans for this weekend are cancelled.
If you need me, I’ll be curled up in a handle of triple distilled 100 proof vodka. Fuck you.

why did i bother?
Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2003, 11:58 PM
dont even know why i remotely put forth any effort. i wasted my time. obviously we knew nothing of each other. i of you and you of i.

my still
Journal Entry: Sat Jan 4, 2003, 1:27 PM
somehow seeing myself brings disbelief but enjoyment at the same […]