I was just nearly killed.
Apparently, I’m the last one in the building at work. Whoever has lockup tonight didn’t check my office upstairs and set the alarm.
So two cops just come running up the stairs, guns drawn, yelling at me to get my hands up.
They had to look at my ID (which I couldn’t get […]

i haven’t updated in quite some time. i’ll be importing some entries i typed up while the site was down when i get the chance.
i’ll quickly run down major things that have happened/are happening/will happen.
i hurt my hand punching walls when i was drunk last saturday. i figured it was just bruised and sore, but […]

I TIED MY OWN TIE

I GUESS I DON’T NEED TO KILL MYSELF NOW SINCE I CAN TIE A TIE AND AM THUS WORTHY OF LIFE.

i’ve been trying to work on the private messaging portion of the site, but people forcing me to hang out and side projects have left with little to no extra time. so here it is. if anything breaks, let me know. i’ve tested as much as i can, but there’s probably still a few things […]

<dream type=”foreboding”>
me, as a truck driver, returning from some kind of run. i walk to my father’s truck, parked and running in the same lot. open the unlocked door, sit in the passenger seat.
a rustling behind the curtain. several minutes later, a large woman in old, stained clothing emerges and leaves without saying anything, dad […]

My right hand is nearly dead. This is a problem.
Looking at it, I see the following:

Long cut between pointer and middle finger knuckles
Pointer finger swollen and bent at a slightly odd angle
Hole in skin above pinky
Area above and behind pointer and middle finger knuckles swollen and has a slight purple tinge
All knuckles bruised
Wrist is slightly […]

I have the worst friends ever.
CJ knows I’m trying to stop drinking so much, at the very least I’m trying not to drink so much during the work week. So what does he do last night?
He shows up at my apartment with 6 bottles of alcohol.
He just doesn’t fucking listen.
I’m extremely frustrated with my life […]

What does life have in store for me? I wish I was the type that had faith in something, or believed in fate.
I am now and always will be a caterpilar trapped in his cocoon, dreaming of what his wings will look like someday, but always failing to burst free.

So I’m here.
Staring at a cardboard box full of office supplies from some former employee that was squirreled away in this office before me. No names, no destinations, no idea what happened to this person. Their computer and supplies had still been sitting here, as if still being used, when I moved up here. That’s […]

Hero is an awesome movie.

Something needs to change.

So tired.
Spent the whole day at Busch Gardens… I’m very tired, and a little sunburned.
When did they start using fingerprint recognition for season passes? That was kinda creepy.
The thing I like most about that place is that during the summer, there is a LOT of eye candy. I mean a LOT.
I just woke up […]

Sorry, but I feel the need to post this trivial yet shocking and exciting event.
First, let me assure everyone that I, in fact, did not go to a country western bar Friday night. After doing the family gathering thing after work, I came home and took a nap, just in case I did go out. […]

Things at work cooled down. I have a lot more stuff to do, but the potential crisis is averted. Yay.
AA Thursday had it’s ups and downs. We hung out with Big Ninja, and while I generally like hanging out with him, he tends to dominate all conversations and also tends to talk about/change the subject […]

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