i was home with my mom and sisters. something was very wrong with my stomach, and i was set to go in for surgery the next day. i remember thinking that my torsoe was empty or something similar. i was in bed, doped up on some kind of medication. the news was on and they […]

i’m still not sleeping. this week i’ve slept a total of 6 hours.. 3 last night and 3 wednesday after work. fun.
i spent tonight working on a layout idea i had for the site, a slight variation on this one. it’s at http://dev.jrsmith.net/. it shares the same database that this one does, so any changes […]

i wrote this yesterday evening (wednesday). i was hesitant to post it, since it’s a little more honest than i was comfortable with, but fuck it. in the interests of being sincere, here it is.

So.. papaw’s surgery was yesterday afternoon. I tried to get to the hospital in time to see him before he went […]

the surgery went fine. i was so relieved and tired when i got home yesterday that i passed out from 6:30 to about 9:30.. that’s the most sleep i’ve gotten in a few days. couldn’t get back to sleep afterwards though.. thanks for waking me up cj, you bastard.
i’ll update later when i can.

papaw’s surgery is today. cross your fingers.

so, i just found out that papaw has to have a quadruple bypass.. mom told me he was getting surgery today to clear some arteries, and it would only take a couple of hours.. i was freaked out enough about that.. but now..
i don’t know what to feel.

Edit: Sorry, make that a “minimum of […]

god, i’m tired.
the last time i slept more than an hour was saturday night. i forced myself to go to wendys last night thinking that a full belly would help, but it didn’t. i think i’ll buy some turkey and milk tonight on the way home and try that. might have to miss the chapelle […]

does wayne brady have to choke a bitch?

things at work are shaking up. i figured that, since people there seem to read this site on a semi-regular basis, i’d expound my thoughts here. it’s easier than trying to actually say them.
first, i should address the things i’ve said here about cormine over the years. understand that this place is my emotional dumping […]

i drew this tonight, for sharon. it’s for her husband’s company, dolphin cooling, or something like that:

note: the real one doesn’t have the watermark and is suitable for printing.

so today i woke up fairly early since i didn’t hang out last night. did the dishes, vacuumed, cleaned up in general. took a nap, took a shower, went to kmart and bought some art supplies to make a biohazard sign for the bathroom door.
plans: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (again) with joanna at […]

sorry, jady.

i didn’t think AA Thursday was gonna be fun last night. my teeth were like red hot pokers in my mouth.. i could scarcely talk, because the vibrations would send me into a newly discovered world of pain. i couldn’t drink or eat anything with color in it, so i was stumped as to what […]

Jesus Christ, I’m dying.
I had an appointment for teeth whitening today. No big deal, I thought. They said it was laser whitening, should be painless and relatively quick, right?
WRONG. Dead fucking wrong.
It was UV BLEACHING! So for an hour and a half I saw, jaw agape, while a small lamp shot light into my mouth, […]