Thanks for visiting me Utin..but you know what I haven’t done in a while. …..
::Far off in a dark lab, a bearded man in a tattered lab coat calls to one of his assistants “Are the Flobots completed?!?! Sir Fap has already made the first move!” “Well, Doctor,” replies the assistant “we are […]

so, today i’m gonna go apply for the apartment. hopefully everything works out. if it doesn’t, i’m fucked, because they made me turn in my intent to vacate last week.
christa hasn’t been on in a couple of days, which worries me. she lives very close to those brush fires in california. i hope she’s ok…
floris, […]

what is it with peopke ditching me? first joanna, now cj. everyone has excuses, which i’m sure seem perfectly logical to them at the time, but all i see is that i’m not important enough to you to remember that you made plans with me to see a movie or go to lunch.
i’m wiping my […]

i hate peple. mor specficaly, i hate femal peopl. well i hte gys too who play gams with peoples minds. yeah if yo do tht i ghate toyu. and if you ghae blond hair and blu eyes and went to radfrd you seem pron to doiing that.

EVERYONE LEAVE ME ALONE
life sucks, i don’t feel like being around people.

Claudele West is a bastard. He will continue to be a bastard for the next 34 years, 1 month, 9 days, 8 hours, 1 minutes, and 37 seconds.
Joanna Cook is also a bastard, for the same reasons. She receives the same penalty.
Thank you.

they’ll be at the chrysler hall dec. 7th @ 8 pm. who wants to go? tickets are $37.50.

i’m not a nice guy!

i think i just filled the cup

ok, i’m sitting here at work practically seething hatred for everyone and everything. i’m very dissatisifed with humanity. i want you all to die, and i want to watch it happen.
apparently i was supposed to call a girl from work on saturday, but i ended up getting so trashed that i couldn’t remember who i […]

i got no fucking sleep last night. i tossed and turned the entire night. i kept feeling like i had taken caffeine pills or something. it was really weird.. i would close my eyes and see shit. you know how when you close your eyes you can kind of see color shifts in the darkness? […]

i seriously do. i can’t think of anyone i don’t hate right now.
the worst part is, i can’t tell you people why. what i’d like for you all to do is stop confiding in me. i hate hearing about the fucked up things you do. i hate having to hide my contempt for your emotional […]

last night was crazy.
i’m still tipsy. damn this native american DNA. i woke up in an unfamiliar place (it turned out to be robby’s apartment) and called joanna to come get me.
damn cj, joanna and pam for never showing up at the beach house, although i can understand why they didn’t.
ug. too much alcohol.

haven’t updated in a while. that’s probably because i’m fairly happy, and only tend to be verbose when i have something to bitch about.
work is.. well, best left unsaid on a public forum, since they seem to spend a good portion of their time scouring search engines for references to themselves, and what i have […]

i’m depressed now. fuck the world, and all that.
you’re all bastards. leave me alone.

i was just woken up not by my alarm but by severe fucking throbbing pain. it seems that noew that my left ear has sorta cleared up, in that it’s not swollen shut anymore, my RIGHT EAR HAS BECOME INFECTED@@!#!@E@#$@##$$%RTHF
someone please kill me. the painkillers aren’t working. my head hurts so fucking much.

cj sent me this pic yesterday asking if it looked like him:

so i did this:

it’s sloppy because i had something else to do last night.

people are crazy. are you a people? yes? then you’re crazy. there’s no escaping that fact, just resign yourself to it now.
i feel surprisingly good mentally. physically is another story.. can’t hear a damn thing, my balance is off, i feel dehydrated because i forgot to go buy more bottled water this weekend, my stomach […]

congrats to cj
he’s finally rejoined the working world. welcome to semi-adulthood!

i don’t fit in here. we have nothing in common anymore. what you like, i hate. what i like, you think is stupid and/or beneath you.
i need to move away and get a fresh start.

The Rundown - sweet action, kinda funny
Lost in Translation - probably the slowest movie i’ve ever seen. decent tho
School of Rock
The Duplex

so i was watching the ff7 movie preview clip, and i decided to make the infamous sephiroth fire scene (which was redone for the movie) into a wallpaper:

you can download them here: 1280×1024, 1280×960, 1024×768, 800×600, and 640×480.

Smallville season premiere, tonight @ 8pm on WB.
I wonder what will happen? A convenient villain born from the mysterious green rocks all over the town, whose reign of terror begins and ends in an hour’s time, and always includes someone Clark cares about. Shocking.

the entire left side of my head hurts. i got shower water in my ear a couple days ago, and couldn’t get it out.. yesterday it felt like my ear was all clogged up, and the left side of my jaw hurt a little. now i can’t hear anything and there’s a dull aching there […]