so,
what’s going on?
floris is home until the end of the month. same old floris, goofy hair, dreaming of becoming asian. cj, floris, paul and i went to denny’s last night and proceeded to joke EVERY SINGLE PERSON who walked in the door. it was exhausting, but hilarious, and reminded me of the good old days.
i […]

that lasted long enough eh?
i was going to cancel the hosting. but when i went to look for email-only hosts, i couldn’t really find any that gave me enough control. then i went to hostrocket’s page and saw that they were offering a pretty good promotional deal, so i decided to switch to that instead.
every […]

i’ve made a decision. i’m getting rid of this website.
i know i’ve said that before, but it was always a decision born from emotion and despair. i’ve been thinking about this for quite a while.
the purpose of this website is and has always been to be a dumping ground for the things that bother me. […]

lately i can’t put my thoughts into words. i just listen to music until i find lyrics that fit what i feel and use that to express myself. hence the rash of lyrics posts. angel eyes was extremely relevant.
i’m in the midst of building a database of every song frank sinatra has ever performed. that’d […]

i’m tired. i’m taking a nap.
i want mongolian bbq.

Hey drink up, all you people
Order anything you see
And have fun you happy people
The laugh and the drinks on me
Try to think that love’s not around
Still it’s uncomfortably near
My poor old heart ain’t gaining any ground
Because my angel eyes ain’t here
Angel eyes, that old devil sent
They glow unbearably bright
Need I say that my love’s mispent
Mispent […]

my life is so empty
each day is dull as the last
i wish it all would end
caught in a cycle
of pain, and woe born of pain
each feeds the other
it never ends
one must fail if i might live
i die forever
it was a mistake to get online tonight. i should have held my resolve.
with that, i recede back […]

i’m not going to eat for two weeks. no real reason.. it’s just an experiment.
when we went to amsterdam i barely ate for two weeks.. i mean the occasional chicken wing and bowl of soup was about all. we ate some chinese food once, and some pasta once, and went to mcdonalds once. my stomach […]

There’s a somebody i’m longing to see
I hope that she turns out to be
Someone who’ll watch over me
I’m a little lamb who’s lost in the wood
I know i could always be good
Someone who’ll watch over me
Although I may not be the man some
Girls think of as handsome
To her heart I’ll carry the key
Won’t you tell […]

Sittin’ in the mornin’ sun
I’ll be sittin’ when the evenin’ come
Watching the ships roll in
And then I watch ‘em roll away again, yeah
I’m sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I’m just sittin’ on the dock of the bay
Wastin’ time
I left my home in Georgia
Headed for the ‘Frisco bay
‘Cause I’ve had […]