so, what’s been going on?
horrible fucking shit has been going on
the past week and a half has truly been one of the worst periods in my life, ranking up there with when my parents decided to get divorced and when cj was convinced that i was trying to steal joanna from him.
joanna and i are […]

this weekend sucked. we went to hatteras to see bobbi, i said she looked like john lennon, she got pissed and told me that if i couldn’t change the wya cj and i act when we’re together, she couldn’t be friends with me anymore. this was spurred by her paranoia that when cj and i […]

i’m becoming increasingly unhappy with the site. it’s too complex/untidy. i think in the next few days i’m going to start removing some of the extra shit that isn’t really being used and streamlining everything else. i spent last night removing the title field from comments, that was a step in the right direction.
Update 2003-04-28: […]

cj is banned for a month, because he’s a bastard.
that was messed up man..

FIGHT THE POWER!
* note: i didn’t draw this.

For more info, go here. Sign the petition here.

last night was pretty crazy, mostly not in a good way.
cj called me at work, saying that they were going to a bonfire on the beach in hatteras, and of course they wanted to use my car… i hadn’t slept in a couple days so i figured hey, what’s one more day right?
so we leave […]

well… that didn’t work. but at least you can’t say i’m not trying to go to sleep earlier.
now, it’s time to try jeska’s suggestion.. hmm.. wish me luck. it’s 3 am.. with any luck i’ll get 5.5 hours sleep tonight!

i’m sick of not sleeping.

found out today that more people at work read this crap than i had previously thought, so i denied all access from cormine.. HA!
that won’t solve anything, but it makes me feel a little better.

but i can’t, because there’s a lot on my mind, a lot of people to talk to, a lot of work to be done. i just can’t.
i’m so behind at work.. i spent some of friday night, some of saturday morning, and all of tonight working on this fucking survey. i can’t concentrate anymore.
i’ve been […]

crazy dream last night… it involved me learning to surf, some little kids buying crack and hiding it in a bag of dried up clay, and me running on the beach singing “the bare neccessities”, along with a few other things. crazy.

access logs + ip resolution + referrer logging = funny stuff.
i was just looking thru my access logs to see if someone had checked it today and i noticed a few oddly familiar IPs.. i checked them out with arin.net, and they turn out to be microsoft IPs:
131.107.3.72 - - [04/Apr/2003:15:50:05 -0500] “GET / HTTP/1.0″ […]

i know floris and joanna have webcams. would either of you, or anyone else, be interested in having your cam show on the site?

i’ve been feeling pretty down lately.. i’m not sure exactly why, but i’ve been feeling very lonely and isolated.
i think it may have something to do with joanna leaving, since i’ve had several dreams about her lately, and the fact that bobbi is leaving for LA soon, and she’s been saying strange things to me […]