i spent some time tonight making a new icon for my deviantart persona:

too big, click to download.

Winner!

i had to get the filesize down below 15k, which is why it looks so shitty.

crazy dream last night…:
cj and i had joined the marines and were on a plane flying to saudi arabia with a bunch of other guys. everyone was wearing camouflage. there was a guy at the front of the cabin giving us orders… he started talking about the terrain, and i whispered to cj that middle […]

the jen saga
some of this is duplicated in earlier posts, but most of it is hidden, so normal site users can’t see it.
deviantart is hooked up with a site called meetup.com to organize their deviant meets. in the norfolk/virginia beach area, only 4 deviants signed up, and only two confirmed, so it was cancelled. jen […]

last night i had a strange dream:
first, i was going to a building that was supposed to be the fine arts building of norcom state, but it was bombed out, like it had been thru a war.. john and a friend of his were going there to do some kind of work, and i followed […]

i have several.. one of the biggest is my tendency to overthink things and build up situations in my head and heart so that they mean much, much more to me than they would to a normal-thinking person. i’ll take an offhand comment or slight flirtation from a girl, allow myself to believe it might […]

simply amazing. apparently, i’m gorgeous and brilliant. hooray! more info on this later.

Which Wonder Years Character are you? quiz by Ben.
the kevin arnold jokes stop here.

the world is numb, not me. i am not the bearer of this burden, not this time. it is all of you who are barren, cold, unfeeling, uncaring, not me. you are a walking wasteland. you feel nothing, love no one.

…http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/701199…

they’ll never take me alive.

i’ll flee and never be
caught, bought, sought, distraught
they’ll never take me alive
my hive will thrive
in this dive with clive
anderson my hands are thin
and bony i’m lonely
and malnourished
but we flourish
with floris and toris
in our ford taurus
eating brontosaurus
burgers these murders
are excusable
reusable knives
give me hives
i prefer the throwaway kind
that grind those rinds into pieces
for […]

…http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/687161…

after a slew of upgrades, i feel the need to list my current computer’s setup:

Lian-Li PC-82 w/ pre-modded window
Antec 430w PSU
Gigabyte GA-7VRXP
Athlon XP 2200+
Thermaltake 3-n-1 Smart & Silent Volcano 9
512meg Corsair XMS pc2700
Radeon 8500LE
Adaptec 19160 SCSI adapter
Soundblaster Audigy Platinum
ATI TV Wonder
Compaq 18gig Ultra2 SCSI drive
Western Digital 100gig IDE drive
Maxtor 40gig drive
Plextor 40x CDRW
Toshiba SD-M1401 SCSI […]