lately i’ve been quite an ass. i don’t know why, but i’ve just not given a damn about how anyone feels, except cj to a certain extent, and even then, not very often. it’s really weird.
like that image the other night. yeah, i was drunk, but still.. i shouldn’t have done that. i don’t think […]

hey, look at this. i took advatage of someone:

well, in 1 hour, i’ll be 21.
so far, this birthday weekend has been great. dinner saturday night with mom and buddy and grandma and papaw, despite being embarrassed by 5 olive garden waiters singing happy birthday, it was a good night. they gave me $150, and i gave grandma a necklace with her birthstone, since […]

well..
last night whilst driving to the post office to mail my car payment, and payment for my latest speeding ticket (that would be #7) i had a lengthy conversation with myself on the subject of happiness, pain, hassle, and love, and how life’s events can neatly be divided into two groups and weighed against each […]

things should be up and running. to-do:

move subdmoains
move email addresses
move floris’s india pics (bastard)

post any bugs here.

i saw bobbi last night. for the first time since new years.. it was pretty enjoyable. she needed help with her site, www.iervolino.com, and we watched donnie darko, then she looked around some of the major job sites, and we talked about various things..
i’m glad she doesn’t hate me.

the codebase has been switched over.. everything should still work, but if it doesn’t let me know.
new stuff:

webcam: i installed a prog that let’s me do streaming webcam stuff, so if it says “online” underneath the webcam thumb, the cam is on, and clicking “popupcam” will open a new window.
seth @ vegas: i’m hosting seth’s […]

images of knives, guns, spears, shanks, blood, gore, guts, wounds, meat, brain matter, death spiral through my reeling mind staggering back and forth across the blurred line between sanity and insanity. i shake with hunger, yearning to feel someone’s life drip between my fingers, digging inside their body, feeling their organs which once contained life […]

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

i want more people to post on the site. if you want a login, email me. the site is dead, i’m the only fucking one who ever posts… sabrina, joanna, ryan, even floris and cj never do anymore. if you want to help liven this shit hole up, let me know.

the site’s 2 year birthday is coming up (sept 18th). i wonder what we could do to commemorate?
also, i’m working on a themeing system. i’ll let select people submit skins for the site, and they’ll be available via a drop down menu somewhere.. it’ll be a freeform thing, not just changing colors and logos… […]

i’m so fucking frustrated right now. i swear to god, if one more problem comes up at work, if one more motherfucker expects me to drop everything i’m doing to hold their hand through something trivial, if citrix goes down one more time, i’m going to lose it. i’m going to take this pair of […]

because he said i wouldn’t…
me: “go talk to sam”
cj: “no! she pissed me off”
me: “i’ll cut you”
cj: “no you won’t…”
*slice*

this one was pretty strange… i’m driving down the highway, at night, and cj is driving a big ass SUV ahead of me, and in the very back seat there’sa guy sitting there. i look over brielfy, and he’s staring at me, all pissed off.. he sees me look at him and flips out. […]

…http://www.deviantart.com/deviation.php?id=582183…

it started off, i was a member of this weird aquatic species. me and my brother were being terrorized by this giant bully fish who had swallowed two gems which were our prized possessions, and we did something illegal to get thwem back, or try to anyway.. we were arrestyed, and taken to court, where […]

cj and i have come up with a weird idea. we’re going to start a collaborative fan fiction based on american psycho, set in his college days. the way it’ll work is this: you continue the story as comments to this post. you build on the previous post, and try to keep it true to […]