today was the… ehh… well it was ok
man, that drive back sucked. again, no one said bye as i left the office this morning, except for bill, as i handed his copy of the sims back. it was hot as shit all day, i had very little to do, almost fell asleep a couple of times, but that uncomfortable chair kept me up. and john took away my admin rights at earl. didn’t leave til 6, and wouldn’t ya know it, right as i get to the entrance of the monitor merrimac, the shit closes. i sat there almost 20 minutes. but i did get my haircut, and i did call bobbi, and now me her and joanna are going out tomorrow, and she wants me to help her with her website. so i’m in a pretty decent mood. i feel somewhat giddy. but am i a pimp floris? how did i get my stripes? as i said to joanna last night, to all of them, i am the neutral sexless friend. AOL keyword: plutonic, and damn does it suck.
thats the state ive been in for the last year and let me tell u ive never had more female friends. i like being neutral a whole lot more than having a girl friend. believe me, having a friendship is a lot better in the long run than have one as a girlfriend, those kinds of relationships tend to be short lived. be happy about your current situation, if one was your girlfriend chances are u wouldnt be able to hang out with both of them, the other one would feel as if they were the “third wheel” as u like to put it.