was good. i showed up at work at around 9, went to lunch for like 2 hours, which i didn’t have to pay for btw, and then i left at like 3. oh, and the crazy lady is a mystery to me. they moved all her shit but i saw her outside the building last […]

rollercoasters are an abundantly relevant metaphor for life
ups and downs abound and each new turn brings with it pain, joy, hate, love
the sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach
is quickly replaced with a feeling of ascension
and just as quickly returns, with dizzying frequency
all that one can hope for is that they find someone to […]

crazy lady moved out today!!

man, that drive back sucked. again, no one said bye as i left the office this morning, except for bill, as i handed his copy of the sims back. it was hot as shit all day, i had very little to do, almost fell asleep a couple of times, but that uncomfortable chair kept […]

haven’t posted in a while, why you ask? ermmm well. i dunno.
bobbi is home. joanna is home. floris is home. i saw bobbi last night, we went to see lord of the rings and she chilled here for a little while. it was great, except for when she said i was condescending. that sucked. i […]

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days. days are the segments by which we measure our lives, each bringing it’s own surprises, pain, joys. the problem i have with days is that mine are almost indistinguishable from one another. the monotony and futility of each new morning stirs a deep sadness in me that nothing so far has been able to […]

i am….

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i want to be a street poet. i want to move to a major city and express my tortured emotions on streetcorners for pocket change, and have some savvy girl fall in love with me because i’m brilliant and in tune with myself. i want her to understand me like no one ever has and […]

bobbi comes home in 2 or 3 days. joanna is home for 3 weeks. today i went to wendy’s for food and at a stoplight i see this car with a bunch of people in it carrying poinsettas and wrapped presents and i felt this really weird feeling, not really sure what it was, but […]

i am too unmotivated to finish the rewrite of the script. so i am going to leave this up until i do finish. i did change the way the login system works, so as to give me more control over posting accounts. so if you want to be able to post let me know…