site kicks ass. deviantart.com. i spent that majority of my holiday weekend trying to come up with decent concepts to post there… they have everything from wallpapers to winamp skins to paintings to poetry, with user comments and grading and stuff like that. my personal page is here under the name ceramicskull. anyway check it […]

but it was too funny. the pic you sent was PERFECT…

Guess i should clarify… on the left we have Dolph Lundgren, in the Punisher… on the right we have mild mannered art student Floris.

hey, i couldn’t sleep ok?

Innocence lost

Hindsight Is 20/20

welll.. whaddya think?

tentatively titled “Evils Within - A self-portrait”.

oh man:
Holländsk reklam är bäst!

i just finished reading the wasp factory. i enjoyed the book entriely but the ending was especially… satisfying. you’ve gotta love a book who’s ending entirely negates everything preceding it. wow.
not much has been happening. life is ho-hum and i find myself eating too much but lacking anything else to do really. i need some […]

i can’t believe what i’m seeing… right now i am getting between 600k and 1meg a second off this ftp… which should be impossible over my dsl line… but it’s not just a miscalculation, it’s actually transferring at that speed… i just watched a 15 meg file download in 20 seconds. holy shit…

boring. work dragged on… came home and took a nap. found out sly is gay, what the hell is up with that? talked to a girl i hadn’t talked to in quite a while. that’s about it. now i’m going to sleep.
goodnight

boring. read some of my book. ate chinese. went to maxx. attention drifted. joanna messaged me. i have to stop putting up such random away messages. floris, don’t use encryption on this version anymore. i have to manually unencrypt them when switching to the local db. i’m extremely sleepy now so i’m going to […]

i forgot to post. the day was pretty uneventful anyway.. spent some time at buster’s, umm… that was about it. oh, as far as work goes, i found out i may be getting transferred to another company. it’s all still maybes, but it might mean i’d have to start working in hampton, which sux. but […]

somewhat eventful. another plane crashed in NYC but they don’t know if it was an attack or an accident. i also suspect some things may change greatly in the coming days….
i started reading a book i bought a while ago called the wasp factory. so far i’m liking it. as books usually do, it is […]

dragged on.. i paid crystal 10 bux to wash my car. she did a terrible job. i’ve been feeling great and… i dunno, confident, and i think it’s a direct result of the email bobbi sent last night/this morning:
“Your freindship means the world to me. Your a good person Jr, and your a ton smarter […]

…didn’t exactly go as i had planned. i stayed up last night fixing buster’s computer, then it kept bluescreening when i took it over there. finally i just gave up and left.. i’ll go back tomorrow with the win2k cd. i was going to go get an oil change but i waited too long and […]

i almost forgot to post.. been up trying to finish buster’s computer and i was pretty tired.. anyway.. played some silent hill, that game is twisted. i went into a room, and this guy with a huge red pyramid on his head was having a threesome with two of those things that are like two […]

Your Social Boldness: Introverted VS Extraverted
You are quite introverted. Socially, you prefer a more relaxed, low-key environment, rather than the hustle and bustle of a wild night in the city. You tend not to talk a lot, but when you do people listen, because when you say something it has meaning. You are not seeking […]

has been a long day. work dragged on and on, i had lunch with cj, and the tick premiered. it was pretty funny but the “action” was pretty shitty. good thing it’s a comedy. the package i sent to bobbi got there yesterday, she was very thankful and even said she was impressed with my […]

i had a strange dream last night. i was in my apartment, and i heard someone talking at the front door so i went and looked through the peephole and a guy who looks like richard dreyfuss and who lives in the apartment across from mine was standing their saying things like if you don’t […]

was a little better. work was boring the crap outta me, but i could cencentrate a little more sense some of my worry was alleviated by talking to bobbi last night. she emailed me this morning and told me not to worry, that she views our friendship as highly as she does her best friend.. […]

the door to work had been smashed in when someone broke in last night. they stole a bunch of cell phones. luckily my office is behind the big magnetically sealed door so they didn’t get to my office or the server room. bobbi hasn’t called me back… i am having a very hard time concentrating […]

i hate mondays. i spent the better part of the day in a dark mood… work was work. last night i decided to block joanna for too many reasons to list here. bobbi also still seems to see me as a disposable friend, which is very depressing. i don’t know what it is about me […]

my ftp is back up. ftp://jrftp.d2g.com/. i am now also running a shoutcast server from home. here’s the playlist url: http://jrftp.d2g.com:8001/listen.pls. soon i’ll add some functionality to the site to display currently playing songs. that is all.

I am alive. The whole of my body shivers at the anticipation of the next breeze wafting across my already goosebump-riddled skin. All around me I see a perfect, clear sky… I feel grass shimmering next to my ears and arms. I smell the aroma of mountain flowers and pine trees. Is this paradise? Am […]

i’m having a bit of a dilemma. i’ve installed winxp, again, and the speed increase is good. the somewhat increased game support is good. but the return of the dreaded multiple-BSOD-a-day is NOT. it’s crashed 3 times today alone, and several times yesterday. i think it may have to do with buggy sound drivers for […]