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i felt, once, the warm glow of happiness resting on my breast and it had no weight, caused no discomfort. i merely let it sit, and i pet it, and it purred. i’ve also felt the crushing mass of depression and loneliness bearing down on me like a mountain, free from it’s terrestrial roots, eager to see me dead. now i merely am content with the lack of either, a gentle equilibrium that i have to actively maintain, since the longing for one or the other tips the scales in either direction.

  1. Gravatar CJ West 20 hours, 57 minutes later

    Today I was on the phone with some Canadian Women she wanted to change the address she was sending her tickets to and I started making jokes about her being Canadian..she started it by saying eh…anyway while on hold with the bank she told me she had recently gotten married and she needed to change the name on the account as well so I say her name Heather A Robertson..her married name was Heather A Hoare..boy when she told me I couldn’t breathe we both had a good laugh at that one.
    I guess she really loves that guy.

  2. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 10 hours later

    yeah with a name like that i think u would need to have a lot of respect for the guy to actually want to change your name to that…. haha… damn imagine if she was a teacher… man the jokes would never end…

    i mean i remember in school we used to make jokes about teachers names that sounded only remotely like some stupid nonesense words and we would still laugh our asses off about it… but this.. its just blatent.

  3. Gravatar CJ West 1 day, 11 hours later

    Crazy bastard I haven’t talk to you in a while…Tell me I got her post card from like 9-29-01 yesterday…tell her thank you..and floris it’s nonsense..Damn dutch people…I tried to call JR cuz Fred Savage was on Seinfeld…I bought silent hill by the way…I don’t know why though….I’m not gonna play it…So Anyway…Floris I go out alot I guess you do too ya drunk bastard….Yoyahhh Ahh!!!! but always I’m home at like 5-630 for dbz so fucking be online. Later Dayz

  4. Gravatar CJ West 1 day, 11 hours later

  5. Gravatar CJ West 1 day, 11 hours later

    damn enter button…anyway—Me = Mina

  6. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 12 hours later

    ill be online then… i guess.. or try to be…

    oh yeah start making requests and stuff… i know its not close to x-mas yet, but id like to get a rough idea of what to include.

  7. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 12 hours later

    or jr.. make like a seperate request section.. maybe with a total byte size calculater… hmm maybe i should just make a file list [including file size] of all the stuff i have.. and then maybe make into a kinda check box form.. then when u check off the certain things the size is automatically tallied…

    know of any good progs for reading files/filesize in a directory and outputting it to text?

  8. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 13 hours later

    did u notice that the table size still doesnt exactly match up.. i think those pics i posted did damage to the page, even when they arnt on it… like looking up here when under the comments u still see a gap between the ——- line and the table border… just thought i should report that.

  9. Gravatar JR Smith 1 day, 14 hours later

    i increased the top table size to accomodate the garou images.
    i’d use perl to calculate it but you don’t know perl.. i dunno of any offhand. hmm. you’ll most likely have to do it by hand. send me a list and i’ll whip up an order form.

  10. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 14 hours later

    thats going to be a long ass list.. its going onto 600 files…. uhh hold on

  11. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 14 hours later

    it would also be nice if i could then update this order form as i get more stuff..
    i know that complicates things a bit.. but maybe if i could just be able to add movies after logining in… just like adding posts… something to this nature

  12. Gravatar JR Smith 1 day, 15 hours later

    that’s not a problem. just gimme the current list and i’ll do it tonight after i talk to bobbi.

  13. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 15 hours later

    im assuming your at work still… so ill just email u the list…
    hehe

    i found a cool little program called smartdir specifically for making lists like this…

    which email should i send it to?

  14. Gravatar Floris Leenders 1 day, 15 hours later

    mind

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