i felt, once, the warm glow of happiness resting on my breast and it had no weight, caused no discomfort. i merely let it sit, and i pet it, and it purred. i’ve also felt the crushing mass of depression and loneliness bearing down on me like a mountain, free from it’s terrestrial roots, eager […]

hey floris, have you seen increased download speeds with xp? i just was getting sustained 300k from a server when my max was always around 200-220.. jesus

I AM 42% GEEK.

I probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. I never really fit in with the “normal” crowd. But I have friends, and this is a good thing.
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cj beat my ass in garou tonight. i came on strong, winning 4 matches in a row, but it was downhill from there. good work.

at the prompting of floris i guess i should post a little update.

CJ was in a car wreck - totalled his parent’s new yorker. he was gonna just leave the car and “go play some garou” but the cops showed up. now whenever we are gonna do something i have to drive all the way […]

talking to bobbi always cheers me up.

so i just got off the phone with bobbi. it was a short conversation… she told me she got back together with the guy she was involved with before. i don\’t know what to say…

so it’s friday, my raise kicked in this week (and was retroactive, i think) and what are my plan for the weekend? typical geek stuff. i’m going to reinstall AGAIN, aiming for a 4x boot setup: xp, 2000, linux (red hat 7) and 98 yuck. i may also redo the site, or at least try […]

i’ve run away from the coming day
i hide my face in pure disgrace
i want whats not and deny what is
i live to die and die to end

http://www.xs4all.nl/~dromero/diplomacy.swf

so i’ve been working on this web app for like 2 or 3 months now, and it’s almost ready to use, and today i discover that they didn’t exactly share all the info with me. there turns out to be about 1000 more accounts in the db i will need to anticipate. blarg. i have […]

i think bobbi likes me more now than she did before. lately when we talk, i don’t know if she is flirting or what, but she always compliments me, and talks about how we should run off to some country together. and the other day she was talking about how she thought i would be […]

fixed the random quote thing to only return quotes less than 95 characters.. fixed the entry display function so that it will break encrypted posts to fit in the table constraints. i’m about to tweak the form element styles. sheesh. i coulda been playing max payne. damn you floris.

i think something is wrong with that scale. last week it said i weigh 260, yesterday it said 240, now it says a little over 200. it must be broken.

IE 5.5 allows 95 characters in the title tag, Netscape 4.7 allows 100, and Opera 5 allows as many as the current screen resolution can display (as far as i have seen anyway)

hope you can. muahahaha.

new feature: you can encrypt your posts with a unique key of any combination of letters or numbers (no spaces or special characters, ie: commas, colons, @ signs, etc)
i don’t know if i am going to include the same feature for comments. as usual, try to break it, and let me know about any bugs […]

it just struck me how much this thing has changed. originally it was supposed to be a journal, and was for a while. damn my family for screwing that up. i think i’ll rewrite the site using perl, and include a lock function to make certain posts private… hmmm…

you know i never meant to see you again
and i only passed by as a friend
all this time i stayed out of sight
i started wondering why
now i, i wish it would rain down, down on me
yes i wish it would rain, rain down on me now
you said you didn’t need me in your life
i […]

i’ve lost 20 pounds in the last week or so. my diet of not eating is working!!

floris is back from his trip to italy, and he’s returned bearing gifts:
DCP_1187.JPG &
DCP_1182.JPG
what more can i say?

hey floris, here’s something funny i just found out.. the same guy who did that ls theme “codename: fruitbasket” also did one named….
sheep
hahahaha

my insides hurt. why do people not realize what they do?
i did get a raise today.. so at least something good happened.

Bart lies unhappily in bed. “How can I get her to notice me?” Laura opens Bart’s bedroom window. “Meet me at the treehouse, Bart. And come alone.” She vanishes. Bart swallows hard.
…
Bart paces nervousely in the treehouse, then turns around to see Laura in a heart-stopping red dress. She explains, […]

i’ve added a random quote to the title. the only problem with it is the sheer length. it often cuts the quote off.. i may put it somewhere else. any suggestions?

i’m working on the login system and the search function. instead of being presented with a welcome screen after logging in, it’s just going to bring you back to the main page. when you log out, it will do the same. the search function will be extended to the comments, but i don’t know whether […]