little white worms
or maybe they’re snakes
come out of my nose when i squeeze it
an apple tree screams
and blocks off the streams
whenever i happen to sneeze it
hatchet, hatchet, sold to me at walmart
swing, cut clean, right through that bad part
and make sad any who sees it
-JR, last living thing in his world of bees

Upstanding, selfless, gentle. To all those girls out there who like nice guys, you’re the perfect man. To everyone else, you’re an amusing dweeb. Therefore, you are probably single.
Let us let you in on a little secret–you might have problems now, but once you get older and girls have grown tired of jerks and […]

so how’s life? i dunno.. i feel weird. i feel like life no longer matters. i talk to 2 people and neither are real. life is hose. there’s a pill over there with yellow pants on and it calls me a slut behind my back. my monitor flashes pink and shakes, and i can’t read […]

screenshots or otherwise of some designs for this and other pages up here. there’s no html there, just a dir listing of pics. lemme know what ya think.

floris is right. this site is basically the only time the 3 or 4 of us ever talk anymore. so i’m-a gonna leave dis here thang up hoss.

i downloaded a japanese version of the ducktales theme song

if you don’t recoil in fear from this you have been seriously desensitized.. i swear i am afraid to go to sleep now from this pictures and the memory of when we saw the rerelease of this, and that scene that SCARED THE FUCK OUT OF ME.. cj you remember.

i just ordered this drive for my computer. i’ll be selling the old one for 50 bux and my old 27 gig drive for 50 bux.

awwwwwwwww. oh well we had a good run. as soon as i can come up with a good image to put here, it’s bye bye birdie. i’m thinking i may whip up something to allow comments tho.

There’s a man who leads a life of danger
To every one he meets he stays a stranger
With every move he makes another chance he takes
The odds are he won’t live to see tomorrow
Secret agent man
Secret agent man
He’s giving you a number and taking away your name
Beware of pretty faces that you find
A pretty face can […]

oh man did i call this or what. it’s really an odd thing, knowing what you’re doing is wrong and yet you continue to do it. i’m sure you can relate cj. anyway i’m sure all of this is for the best for you and joanna, all i ever did was drag you down with […]

confuse me. and i have so many thoughts on this subject i can barely keep them straight and conformed. what spurred this post is the conversation i just had with cj/joanna (i’m pretty sure they both were in on it, but who can tell anymore. since they’re not fighting today joanna’s defending him so they […]

i’m starting to feel pretty bad about everything. i need to come up with something to occupy my time so this doesn’t happen anymore. i’ve succeeded in destroying 2 very good friendships, and i wanted to, they both know why i wanted to, but now i am not absolutely sure that it was the best […]

i sorta regret it now. but the wheels are in motions, we’ve passed the point of no return, so why think back now? viddy what lies ahead, the end, O my brothers.

it’s been days, or maybe weeks, since i’ve spoken to cj joanna floris mom dad sister brother aunt uncle cousin nephew neice. i feel truly alone in the world and it’s of my own doing. alas i cannot bear to speak to any of them, becuz they don’t say the things i want to hear […]

out of boredom i have posted all of my chats with bobbi here. read and be merry.
on an unrelated note i have not left the hosue all day or spoken to another living person except for at 7:19 PM when i went to get food and the woman across the hall tried to make small […]

guess who’s A+ certfied, hardware and software?

i feel like utter shit. i am not going to be talking to much of anyone for a while. i sincerely tried to resist this slump but people are assholes and i just want to die. i am hollow. i have nothing left. my heart is a billion miles away. i have nothing left to […]

my time with bobbi has ended. at least it ended on a good note tho.. sunday night was the last day i saw her. we saw AI, and went for a walk. it was really nice we got along very well. i wish it never would have ended but she was tired and had lots […]

since i have been sick all day, i spent some time cleaning up my mp3s and also copying over some Cds i got from a guy. the end result is here: mp3 playlist