i feel like i could do anything. i feel like i’m not below average, not an invalid. i feel like i have a long happy life ahead of me and i want to enjoy it. i’m not sure how much longer this feeling will last but it’s coming at a VERY good time. lots of change right now, i’m moving out and work is volatile. i need confidence to be able to cope with these things.

we all know why i feel this way. bobbi is here, and things are good. thursday night, late at night, i was very sleepy and we were talking and i pissed her off, but friday night i decided to go to kill devil hills with cj and joanna to chill out (since i was feeling bad about pissing her off and wanted to get away). fate intervened i think, becuz right as we’re discussing it, bobbi called. it was all very odd. the night was great tho.. we went down there, walked on the beach, got kicked off a pier, and flew a kite. when she and joanna came running back with the kite she was laughing and smiling and it felt very good. overall it was just a very very good time.

things are all set for my move. got the power phone and cable appointments set, so everything should be up and running when i move in. but i’m going to be without internet access for 2 weeks!! the dsl line will still be active here so i think i’ll leave a computer here and just stop by to use it. i can get email from work and stuff so it won’t be too bad.

floris is coming home for a while on monday. cj’s very excited. it’s gonna be great the 3 of us together again, tho i won’t be with them as much since i have to work. but still…

finally, i shaved my moustache off by special request, as you can see in the picture. whaddya think? well it doesn’t really matter since the one who requested it be done liked it. very much.