the new job is going ok.. i’m having trouble adjusting, since it takes me so long to get used to a new environment. and i think i’m going to have problems, since i am not too great at you know.. talking. heh. but oh well, i’ll get over it.

bobbi, for some reason, seems to have decided not to taljk to me anymore. she wrote me an email saying in essence that i didn’t do enough to make her feel better but then in the same breath saying i don’t need to do anything to make her feel better and i don’t know what caused it. i haven’t seen cj or joanna in over a month. so i have basically no friends. it’s very depressing.

i’m trying hard not to let my impending madness overtake me but i’m losing that fight. i hallucinate daily, and often have trouble deciding whether or not things are real. i’m just very confused. on that note, can you believe they’re making a sequel to american psycho? starring that girl from that 70’s show, the brunette. how can they cheapen it that way? ug..