well.. the friendship with cj and subsequently with floris and joanna is over. without going into too much detail, cj is mistakingly under the impression that i have been telling joanna word for word all his deep dark secrets. he says i stabbed him in the back blah blah blah. which is absurd, since he doesn’t tell me shit anymore anyway. but i can’t deal with it. i just don’t have the strength. this is the second major argument for me this week. i’m drained. i have enough on my mind as it is without having to worry about keeping his picky ass happy. and joanna seems to have turned on me, seemingly to keep her relationship with cj afloat. i don’t blame her. i thought we were close, but looking back, we never really were. her problems with cj augmented that idea. so now i’m alone again. at least i’ll be making a shitload of money, and that michelle chick seems to be interested. things seem to have leveled themselves out this time around. hmph.