i feel so much anger and hatred lately. towards pretty much everything. it’s like every aspect of my life and those lives related to me are completely fucked. completely dysfunctional. completely not what i would want. and i don’t have the force of will or energy to do anything about it. i’m content to sit around and complain, while the problems get worse and my anger grows. this is the kind of thing that drives people mad. i think that would be kinda cool.. i also just noticed my typing style has changed. usually this would be one or 2 long run-on sentences, but lately i’ve been breaking them up more. except for that one.. anyone who thinks i’m an ugly bastard post a comment.