so one day, i just decided to do it. i picked up a used gun from the net, it was easier than you might think. i couldn’t quite decide when though. i thought the shock of me running through the house and the POW was appealing but so was imagining them finding the body, days […]

it’s been a while since i posted. not much is going on, i might be changing jobs soon.. it’s stressing me out… bobbi is leaving for california this weekend, so i may not be able to talk to her for a while.. that sux.. cj and joanna are (maybe were) having troubles… mom is cheating […]

before the last dream, i dreamed i was driving over a bridge and there was a woman with a baby and a broken lawnmower, and they needed help but i didn’t stop, i just kept going then it happened again, this time i pulled off to the side of the road and she says finally, […]

i was part of a different family except my mom was the same, and i had 2 younger brothers who were into martial arts bigtime. for some reason all that was kept from my father, and one night he came home and found there little dojo that thjey had set up in the attic. oh […]

weird dream last night… i can’t remember all of it just a couple parts.. i was in my grandparent’s house and the cast from that 70’s show was playing cards in the middle of the living room and i was sitting staring at a small radio near the front door that seemed to be playing […]

well, let’s see.. not too much going on… joanna’s house is haunted. at work, they want to get our PO submitting system online, which means i will have a shitload of work to do for the next few months. on a lighter note, they bought a sweet mac cube, and are looking to get rid […]

subject says it all baby. and you know why. if you’ve forgotten, the date is the key. check your archives. wooobfhosdgvosbdvjkasbvkjbhdklfjvblzxcknhvzxcklxhjzclhbvzxcv YEAH.

the dream was a two-parter.. the first was very short and weird, i was driving at night and it was extremely dark, and i think cj was in the car too. every other car on the road was a cop car. i was very paranoid and i was like damn there’s a lot of cops […]

absolutely nothing is going on. i mean NOT A THING… bobbi is going to the academy awards. i want to move out of this house. i need to first pay off my credit card debt, then save up a decent amount of money.. i should be able to find a small apartment for like 400-500 […]

i’m working on a redesign of both the layout and engine for this log. you’ll notice i’ve reduced it to text, no formatting or anything. the new engine will include a few new functions and some old ones will be gone.. also my artwork and web work will be integrated. i’ll be writing this myself, […]