it’s been a few days since i posted anything.. bobbi leaves in 2 days, and i am seeing her tonight (supposed to anyway).. a lot has happened, this weekend she talked to floris in length, and made it known to him that she would never reciprocate my feelings for her. she also said that she worried i would make a move on her when we’re hanging out, but otherwise liked me or whatever. needless to say i was a mess after reading the chat… it was very disheartening to read… i was depressed the rest of the day.. but after a good night’s sleep (and a crazy dream - i’ll post later) i was over it for the most part, she doesn’t know i read the chat yet, and we’re still hanging out going to movies etc.. i went to see traffic with her saturday night, her brother tagged along, it was nice.. we’re gonna see down to earth tonight, so thngs are fine.. it would have been foolish to start a relationship now anyway, she is leaving soon.. so i’m happy right now. in other news, i got a raise :) i have also lost a decent amount of weight, mostly from not eating.. cj is acting strange lately, every time i talk to him he acts like an asshole. i dunno why. floris is the same as always, joanna is gearing up to go off to college.. i’ll miss her.. mike is home, bitching as usual.. that’s about it! oh wow a positive update, been a while eh?? :)