well, it’s been a few days and things aren’t going too great with bobbi, and it’s my fault. i dropped the ball on this one. we went out a couple times, got along pretty good, but i haven’t called her in a few days. and now she isn’t emailing me much, or getting online to talk… i think i may have missed my opportunity.. she will be leaving soon, i hope i can see her sometime this weekend. hopefully i can reignite what little spark we may have had at the beginning. i could try to look at the bright side, and tell myself it’s just as well things went this way since she will

1) be going back to college in another state and

2) be going to college in another country shortly following that. but it still hurts.. if you’ve been following this log you know how i felt about her. to know that i had a shot and missed it breaks my heart.