Well it’s been 2 weeks since bobbi left and she hasn’t been online.. she said she wouldn’t be getting on very often when she goes back to school but i didn’t think that meant never again.. oh well
life has been pretty uneventful.. hung out with cj and joanna last night, my mom’s birthday was friday, […]

i miss her
i lost my book of payment stubs for my car… cant make a payment without them :(
i’m sick of this job.. it bores me relentlessly and the people are annoying me much more as of late
i need a change of scenery

welp, bobbi is leaving today. i saw her last night, and it was great :) we met at the jewish mother (again, since i knew where it was.. hehe) and we ate and talked, she gave me a glass she had made it was cool. then we walked on the beach for a little while, […]

boy meets girl
boy is wrong for girl
girl is excited by this
boy is an asshole, a drunk, generally just not nice
boy and girl get married
boy and girl subject their loved ones to substantial changes
boy and/or girl’s offspring are warped mentally and socially
boy and girl break up
the cycle repeats

boy sees girl
boy likes girl
boy loses touch with girl
girl runs into friend
friend makes efforts to get boy and girl talking
boy doesn’t trust friend, doesn’t believe friend
boy emails girl warily
girl responds
boy is happy
boy and girl talk, a lot
girl comes home from college
boy is sick with worry
boy and girl meet, boy is truly happy for the first […]

it’s been a few days since i posted anything.. bobbi leaves in 2 days, and i am seeing her tonight (supposed to anyway).. a lot has happened, this weekend she talked to floris in length, and made it known to him that she would never reciprocate my feelings for her. she also said that she […]

well, it’s been a few days and things aren’t going too great with bobbi, and it’s my fault. i dropped the ball on this one. we went out a couple times, got along pretty good, but i haven’t called her in a few days. and now she isn’t emailing me much, or getting online to […]

i saw bobbi again, this time cj and joanna tagged along.. we saw finding forrester, it was an alright movie. we didn’t really talk much, and afterwards she wanted to go for a drink but then changed her mind.. i dunno if it was cuz i made a joke about faling asleep on the way […]

i saw bobbi tonight…. we met at the jewish mother in va beach. i got lost going there, but cj was kind enough to show me how to get there.. i actually had been going the right way but i thought i wasn’t. anyway i ended up being like 20 minutes late. i had a […]

MAN work is boring today… there is absolutely nothing going on here, and it’s driving me insane. the thing i *used* to like about this job was the fact that it kept me occupied 90% of the time so i couldn’t stop and think about my crappy life and all the crappy stuff going on […]

had a weird dream a few nights ago.. i was still in holland with cj and floris, and it was late at night and they had gone to sleep so i left the house and ventured out on my own.. walked around and went into this big house, and it was very exquisite inside lots […]

…it’s been almost 2 weeks since i posted something. not much has been going on, work seems to get increasingly boring with each passing day. i try to get involved in some of the net-related things, but i can’t seem to concentrate on them. my mind wanders constantly, even while driving. no wait- especially while […]