the majority of the day was pretty standard.. went to work, blah blah blah… came home and installed this script, then things got interesting. cj calls from his job, just to talk like he does sometimes and he tells me that bobbi iervolino paid him a visit again. i’m not sure whether i believe him or not. this is the kind of thing cj would do just to fuck with my head. i had a huge _silent_ crush on her in gsa… i only mustered up the courage to talk to her a few times. and she was always nice, but i have a hard time distinguishing between polite-nice and i-recognize-you-as-a-human-being-and-could-possibly-become-interested-nice. suffice it to say i still think of her that way somewhat. so anyway cj apparently macked on her a little and told her that i liked her, and wanted her email address.. that wouldn’t bother me except he said she hesitated to answer when he told her that… meaning it’s not something she expected/wanted/could stomach. or all that is bullshit and cj just made up an email address, or got a new account or something like that. regardless i more than likely will not get the cojones to email her, which is really a shame.. anyway it’s late and nothing really interesting happened after all that… saw some crazy stuff on tv funhouse, a kangaroo cross dressing and a lobster banging a dead lobster he ordered from a restaurant… i swear i’ll kill cj if he’s making all this up….

…. and he was.. so he must die….