i had an epiphany of sorts tonight. the past few days i have been thinking alot about how cj has acted while floris has been gone and how he is now acting when floris is here, and tonight floris said something that made me realize that i have been just a stand-in friend, a placeholder […]

MAN do i feel sick right now.. i shouldn’t have eaten lunch.. i feel so nauseas uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

when i’m sick i tend to make bad decisions, my thinking process just fails me, i also tend to think about crazy things and jump to conclusions, and then those conclusions stick with me long after i have gotten better.. i sincerely hate that

i just posted this on anothe site, thought i’d share it….
the world is full of people who have been hammered with jesus this prayer that since they were sucking their momma’s teet and are just adamantly absorbed in it. they can offer no logical reason as to why they believe what they do other than […]

well it’s been an exciting past couple of days… saturday night floris came in and we met him at the airport.. he has brought 2 bottles of genever and 2 bottles of passoa with him, and me him and cj satyed at his house drinking it.. we didn’t really drink much tho… and today we […]

well we finally got our tickets today.. $463 round-trip to holland. leaving january 10th coming back january 23rd. we’ve gotta fly out of dulles which sux… but ah well i won’t be driving there this time and it’s not an early flight. tomorrow’s the christmas party at work, should be pretty dull but hey free […]

well it’s been a while since i posted, nothing really has happened to me… still haven’t bought that ticket to holland cj or his mom or whoever hasn’t reserved the tickets with the travel agent yet and i’m starting to feel the crunch on time we leave in just a few weeks and the only […]

didn’t get a chance to post last night, i didn’t get home til 1 AM and i had formatted my hard drive again so… anyway cj came and picked me up and we went to circuit city then to up against the wall, that sucked, then his mom yelled at him for a while so […]

had a crazy dream the last night (friday night)… i was part of a group trying to infiltrate some old guy’s family to steal something i’m not sure what, anyway we make our way into the house but he comes home so i disguise myself as his elderly wife while everyone else shrinks and hides […]

i for the life of me don’t understand religion. left me first of all say that i try my best not to belittle people’s beliefs whatever they may be, unless it’s something crazy like worshipping a spoon or something like that, in which case you will be joked relentlessly. i also don’t want to down […]

didn’t feel good at work, my neck was hurting so subsequently my head was throbbing… came home and had to pick crystal up from school, then i had a blt sub for dinner mmmm.. went to cj’s for a while, we were sposed to watch sean connery movies but ended up putting together his new […]

the majority of the day was pretty standard.. went to work, blah blah blah… came home and installed this script, then things got interesting. cj calls from his job, just to talk like he does sometimes and he tells me that bobbi iervolino paid him a visit again. i’m not sure whether i believe him […]